Short narratives
Face my brother !!
last part
By
Ahmed Abdel Latif El Naggar
Adeeb Arabi
After hours, the body of my beloved brother Abdel Mohsen arrived and began his last farewell trip, and his friends and loved ones, who had long hated them and mistreated them, yelled and screamed like the mourners, scrambling to carry their owner !!
In the evening I stood in solace and shook hands shaking hands and I do not know them, and his friends came to put the first hand in my hand even cried as a child, encouraged one of them to tell me: it is all gone and I but I witness God Almighty before you that your brother Abdul Mohsen was the example of the Secretariat And that his hand did not extend to haraam and did not commit one sin. We were brothers who loved God and good, not evil, and that the most we did was what we were complaining about. We smoked at the Institute stage, but we did not know alcohol or drugs as you imagined. , And your brother lived and died and did not smoke one cigarette, but Haji Abdul Qadir tongues Ill do not let people in their condition !!
I asked him: Did he hate me for what I did with him? ... He said: He did not remember you once bad and you are hard on him and he always tells us do not oppress him, has borne concern
A little boy, my brother and father, whom I have not seen, and enough to cover my sisters, but I am a man and I can bear.
The days of solace and the passing of Abdul Mohsen Khim passed away, and I began to feel very depressed. I lost my enthusiasm for work. I began to feel silent in the eyes of my mother and sisters that I had wronged my brother and his grave, even though I knew that I did not want to harm him.
My aunt and sister, Suad, who was my sister's sister, agreed to my late brother Abdel Mohsen. My aunt, who challenged me to go to his wedding, tried to reconcile her with his vanity. I went to Damietta, met Haji Abdul Sattar, thanked him and paid him. Dion, my beloved brother, may Allah have mercy on him, he stubbornly refused to say that it was a gift from him to a young man and an angel in the form of human beings and not a religion on him.
And now, my friend, my mental condition worsened a lot and woke up every night from my sleep several times and my breath stopped and my heart stopped until I reached the stage of suffocation. Every night my late brother came to me in a dream and saw him as a slave who did not see him smiling in his life even when he was overwhelmed by tears!
And I went to the psychiatrist who gave me some medicines, I now insist on treatment, but I do not sleep the night, and lost things worth to me, I have no desire to succeed or get rich, and ask myself a lot: What is the meaning of all this and I did not have children or daughters and I no longer Brother ?!!
When is the face of my brother smiling when my soul visits me at night?
Where can I find my heart and conscience? ...where ?!
Oh, my friend from the injustice of man to his fellow human, I thought that you are cruel to your brother (Orphan) you improve his education and know his interest !!
That is the logic of the cruel, fossilized hearts when they cause their cruelty to destroy the personality of the nearest people!
After all, your late brother was a living example of masculinity and real magnanimity, when he chose the positive withdrawal from your life and your courage to live there in Damietta new life and the struggle of Sharif!
You, my friend, with your confession, I said that sometimes I was jealous of his steadfastness and pride, and you also did not limit his treatment and offer him to the greatest doctor, but he is the judge of God who has no Rad to judge.
But what caught my attention in your tragedy is the spirit of boredom and indignation I have experienced in all your actions since the death of your father.
And the heart of the ((torn)) that you will leave your father in his trade, and that is precisely the essence of the problem, a free man who is sure of his Lord and himself accepts the status quo with the same reassuring satisfied and sacrificed for others at the top of his happiness, as he returns to give without waiting for the interview and rest The heart has its only cause is the comfort of conscience!
Make sure that what happens to you from disturbing dreams and seeing you face your late brother, is a accumulation of feelings of guilt towards him and your ill-treatment and cruelty to him often without any justification !!
And make sure that the only thing that pleases him in his grave is to treat your mother and sisters well treated without boredom and does not drain!
Start yourself and read more of the Holy Quran and you will find the medicine
He who is clean from all sickness, by the grace of God (and we come down from the Qur'an, what is healing and mercy for the believers, and does not increase the oppressors except losses).
Ahmed Abdel Latif El Naggar
Adeeb Arabi
